I'm ashamed to admit it...

Tonight I saw the best and worst of baseball and people. The opposing team had one player who was afraid to take his turn at bat. The team took an automatic out each time his spot in the batting order came up. We had two outs on them and his turn was next. The game was sorta close and there was no way the coaches were going to accept an automatic out.

 

The kid's name is David, #21. He stood in the box almost visibly trembling. The first pitch was at the bill of his helmet but he swung at it. The next pitch wasn't much better and he swung at it, too. The third pitch was below his knees but he made good contact as he gratuitously waved at it with his bat. A sharp hit ball to shortstop was fielded cleanly. The good throw to first secured the third out.

 

I cheered for David more loudly than I cheered for our team retiring the side.

 

Two boys on our team taunted David during his at bat.

 

The Bible teaches that we are to lift up others and think of them as highly or more highly than we think of ourselves. Taunting an opposing player - especially one like David who was scared of getting hit by a wild pitch - is totally out of line. Who cares if the 8-9 yr old team is on the verge of winning only the second game of the season! What matters is that these kids learn the game and learn to love the game.

 

David made great progress tonight. At least two on our side of the diamond made an error.

Reaching Talitsa

I’m excited about the trip to Russia. Just two more days then we are gone for ten. The team from Cross Road Baptist Church in Little Rock includes Ed and Shirley Meux, and my wife Deana and me. The tentative schedule – everything is tentative on the mission field, I’ve learned – is to have a couple of days in Ekaterinburg for orientation to the Russian culture then travel to smaller towns where there is virtually no evangelical presence. The goal is to talk with the one believer in Talitsa and try to discern what God is doing there and how our church can partner with this believer and another church a couple of hours away to reach the city for Christ. Long-term, we hope to plant a Baptist church there.

 

We may also be involved in similar projects in other small communities where there are no evangelical churches. Sounds like the book of Acts, doesn’t it! Pray that we will follow the Acts model: much prayer and excellent obedience. Wouldn’t you like to know that people halfway around the world can experience the impact of a relationship with Jesus Christ?

 

I am praying for the Spirit to show us how to be involved in the eastern part of Sverdlovskaya oblast (state). I am also praying that this focus on God’s Spirit will also guide our church in Little Rock into revival and greater community ministry. So much of the technology we enjoy today was developed for our use by the military or the space program – things learned far away change our near community. I’m hoping the same thing happens with regard to evangelism and missions. May the Lord’s work through us in a faraway place initiate his freedom to work in us at home.

 

Impacting Eternity Now

 

 

Reading Glasses

I am 45 years, 8 days old. And the eye doctor said this would happen. March 2008: "I can help you with your reading now or we can wait but we can't wait very long." He must have the spiritual gift of prophecy.

So here I am with my reading glasses. Here's my dilema. I am nearsighted and could not read the computer screen in front of me without glasses or contact lenses. I wear contacts most of the time. This is good for seeing road signs, too! I can read even small print without glasses or contacts but with them in I can't. So if I'm wearing glasses I prop them up on my head while I'm reading and drop them down when I look across the room. If I'm wearing contacts I wear the reading glasses to read and prop them up on my head while I look across the room.

I'm afraid of the next step.

Sometimes I'm myopic spiritually, too. I focus on the near things but neglect the far. I put energy into what I am doing right now and lose sight of the big picture. I sometimes think that everything filters through me.

The result is a shallow relationship with God and even less with the lost world. I'm to the point that I'm willing to put everything up for review. No sacred cows in my life. I want God to lead me in an assessment of my personal and professional life, in my family and in my church.

If there is anything myopic I'm willing to let it go. If there is anything useless I am willing to purge it. If there is anything to adjust I am willing to adjust.

I will learn from the past but will not dwell there. I will look to the future to form my present. I will live each day as if I do not survive until tomorrow.

I'll do anything. But I'm not ready for bifocals. Yet.

National Day of Prayer

Cross Road Baptist Church had a prayer service this morning at 7:00. Attendance was light but the prayer was awesome. I’m expecting another group at Noon. We’ll finish the breakfast snacks from this morning and have awesome prayer again.

The prayer guide provided by NDP includes a prompt to pray for those in authority over us. I struggled with that because I disagree with the core beliefs of our President. If he gets everything (anything, really) he wants, then that will take America away from what I think it ought to be. I am a fiscal conservative and a social conservative. I think taxes should be lower and that government should stop wasting money on needless spending programs including much of what passes as welfare. I think abortion and gay marriage are wrong based on the truth found in the Bible. President Obama and I don’t agree on these issues and many other.

But I am supposed to pray for him. Not just because the prayer guide provided by NDP says so, but because the PRAYER GUIDE provided by God – called the Bible – says so. “Pray for those in authority.” “Honor the King.” “Render unto Caesar what is Caesar’s.” Praying for and respecting Barack Obama are required; agreeing with him and hoping he succeeds are not.

So I prayed for him. And I prayed for state leaders who promoted a state lottery and won. I prayed for judges who uphold Roe v. Wade. I prayed for members of Congress who raise taxes and elevate spending and create dependency on the government.

And I prayed that God will bring great revival in my life, for my family and church, and in our country in spite of those who reject him and his truth.

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Reaching Talitsa

We are just three weeks away from the mission trip to Talitsa, Russia. Here are some things to pray about.

• We still have a few logistical details to iron out. Pray that this happens quickly.
• Pray for the health of our team members: Ed Meux, Shirley Meux, Deana Loyd, Bob Loyd.
• Pray for safe travel. We will be in an airplane for more than 15 hours each way. The current swine flu outbreak could be a concern.
• Rusty and Lori Hart (IMB missionaries there) must be out of the country at the time we are there. They have to leave to renew their visas. Their team will take care of us, no doubt.
• The purpose of this vision trip is to sense what God's purpose is for this partnership. Pray that the team will be able to get a clear vision through their prayer-walking, interacting with locals, and meetings with area Christians.
• Pray that CRBC will join God at work in Talitsa, Russia.

Evangelism

OK. I’m trying to be honest. But it’s hard. I don’t like being wrong.

God has called me to preach and pastor a church. One major responsibility is to lead the church in sharing the gospel with the lost people around us. I can do that in a sermon when a lost person wanders in. I like doing it. I am comfortable doing it.

But going out and finding them and meeting them and sharing the gospel with them is hard. I’ve never been good at it except for about a year and a half under the mentoring of David McLemore. (I wish David was still alive; I need his encouragement.)

It’s not an option though. Not if I want to be a pastor. Really, not even if I want to be a Christian.

OK. So I’m praying really hard for the Spirit to change me. That sounded like I’m blaming the Spirit. I didn’t mean that. It is the Spirit’s desire and responsibility to change me, but I have to be changeable, moldable, teachable.

“Lord, I give you my fear and pride and inadequacies. I want to make you known everywhere I go.”

A few days after Easter

I wonder what you are doing today. Most of us have gone back to our routine of work or school or whatever. We stopped long enough to enjoy Easter and perhaps celebrate Jesus resurrection.

But what about the disciples? The build-up to Easter was horrible for them but the days following were amazing. If we could couple our enthusiastic build-up with their awesome follow-up I think we might get Easter right.

We look forward to Easter because we know Jesus is alive even though we was arrested, beaten, and crucified. They lived forward from Easter because Jesus was alive and with them again.

Let’s remember to bring the meaning of Easter forward into our routine lives and then life won’t be so routine.

Despair

Imaging the silence. And the short glances across the room. Boiling within each one were accusations toward the others but kept silenced only by their own feelings of guilt. No one dared talk about what might have been or what will be.

Jesus was dead. He was in the tomb. Their three-year-old expectations were shattered. Hope was gone. Despair was reality.

But Sunday morning will be so different!

Despair

Imaging the silence. And the short glances across the room. Boiling within each one were accusations toward the others but kept silenced only by their own feelings of guilt. No one dared talk about what might have been or what will be.

Jesus was dead. He was in the tomb. Their three-year-old expectations were shattered. Hope was gone. Despair was reality.

But Sunday morning will be so different!

It's All Good

One of my friends rarely complains. “It’s all good” must be his favorite saying. Sometimes I know he’s not being truthful, though.

Today is Good Friday. For some people, it’s good because they get a day off from school or work. Others like it because they head out of town for a long weekend. There are a few who might use the day to get some extra work done around the house or begin spring cleaning.

I’m not opposed to any of these things, but I think we miss the point when we focus on how we will spend the time rather than on why we get the day off in the first place.

Today is Good Friday because of what Jesus Christ did on the cross for us. He is God. He is perfect. He did not deserve to die; we did. But God’s demand for a sacrifice for sin required the perfect, spotless lamb. In Jewish history, this sacrifice of atonement happened once each year to atone for the sins the people had committed since last year. Each family was responsible for its own sacrifice.

But that was just a temporary placeholder until Jesus did the real thing on the cross. The Bible says that his sacrifice was done once and for all. We are not required to make an animal sacrifice anymore because Jesus, the Lamb of God, already did it. It happened on a Friday. Now we celebrate Good Friday because all is good with God if we accept Christ as our Savior and Lord.

You are still required to make a sacrifice – just not an annual animal sacrifice of atonement. You are required to sacrifice yourself daily to God’s plan and purpose. It’s all good.

Maundy Thursday

It’s now Thursday of Holy Week. This is the day when Jesus washed his disciples’ feet, shared a final meal with them, initiated communion, gave words of comfort about the Comforter, taught about the branches’ dependence upon the vine, prayed in the garden while his friends slept, and was arrested by the Roman guard.

Busy day.

But it was what he came to do. He came to model and teach a servant’s heart. He came to let us know we need him or we die. He came to die for us even though the thought crossed his mind that maybe there was another way to reconcile sinners to God.

He came for you. He knew and knows the wrongs you have done. Everything from selfishness to telling lies to looking at dirty pictures to taking money from your employer’s till to pointing a gun at someone and pulling the trigger. I know, you didn’t do all that. Maybe you didn’t do any of that. But still there’s something in your past, maybe in your present, that the Bible calls “sin.” And sin separates you from God.

He came because of your sin. And he died because of your sin. He came into your world so that you could enter his heaven.

Jesus Christ is the Son of God who was arrested by people who thought they had just cause. They didn’t but they were used by God to fulfill his plan to deal with your sin. You should have died for your sin; but Jesus did so you don’t have to. He didn’t die for blasphemy or treason or inciting a riot. He died for you.

If you think the Friday after Thanksgiving is a busy day for retailers, you need to understand that the Thursday before Easter was a busy day for Jesus.

Maundy. It means “command.” Jesus commanded us to serve and to love and to trust and to obey and to remember and to believe.

Busy day.

Yes, Jesus is real!

Every year around this time you can read articles in national news magazines and watch documentaries on broadcast and cable TV channels about the validity of the Bible’s claim that Jesus died on the cross. This year is no exception.

Honestly, I’m surprised the media outlets even bother anymore. As recently as a few decades ago, the popular thought among Americans was that Jesus did in fact die on the cross, that he is the Son of God, and that eternal life is gained only through a faith relationship with him. So few Americans believe all that anymore that it hardly makes sense to publish or air the story. I wonder what the readership or viewership is for those pieces.

I’m surprised to see it but I’m glad they still do it. At least those who read the headline or the TV guide are faced with the suggestion that Jesus is who the Bible claims him to be. While that’s not exactly “God’s Word” it is still enough truth for the Spirit to work with it and draw a seeking heart to Jesus.

Christians must realize that just the suggestion of the truth is enough – when all too often we shy away from the truth because of the possible negative responses we may get. God can use anything we give him. But don’t you want to give him your best effort?

Facebook

I’m a FB junkie. No need to deny it or try to minimize it. I spend lots of time looking at what others are doing and saying. I spend a little time doing a saying things myself. I don’t accept many of the applications that people send; that seems a little silly to me. But I do like leaving birthday messages and posting notes and making one-liner comments about stuff and updating my status.

I’m an introvert. I don’t mind speaking to people but I’m not real good at starting conversations and keeping them going. I’m OK with speaking to a crowd, though. FB helps me get through that, on-line at least. I hope I get better with conversation in person, too.

Not enough practice

Everyone remembers Allen Iverson’s rant on “practice?” What a jerk. The best got on top and stay on top with practice. If anyone thinks they can remain at the pinnacle of their game without practice, well, they are mistaken.

Our kids are not pros. Nor are they even going to be the best in their league. We need practice but the weather is not cooperating. The field is too soggy…again. It’s not the coach’s fault; he’s doing everything he can to get in enough practice. I can see improvement in Riley’s abilities, but more importantly I can seen him learning to make better decisions on the field.

Every sport I’ve played required physical ability and mental concentration. The only reason I was ever any good was because I understood the game and could make good decisions that overcame my limited physical ability. I think coaching an 8-9 yr old team in baseball is about developing both the physical and mental capabilities of the players. Steve and Jeff are doing a good job of this. They just need a little help from the weather.

Darfur

Honestly, I don’t know much about the problems in the Sudan region of Darfur. I have read headlines from secular and Christian media condemning the actions of President Omar al-Bashir that have resulted in the killing of 300,000 people and the displacement of almost 3 million more. Sudan, of course, denies the allegations and says the figures are elevated. Doesn’t an argument about the validity of the numbers imply that at least the allegations are true?

So I pledge to know more about this issue, but based on what I do know, all people deserve to be treated fairly. Fair treatment for a criminal is punishment for his crime. Fair treatment for citizens is protection from unwarranted harassment by the government. If the allegations are true to any degree, al-Bashir should be arrested and put on trial. An international warrant is out for his arrest.

Fox News reports online this morning that al-Bashir is given all outside relief agencies one year to leave the country. He thinks the agencies are also spying to gain information to incriminate him. Sounds like he’s trying to hide something. He welcomes the relief agencies to drop off their supplies at airports and seaports so his own agencies can distribute the goods. Do we really believe the goods will arrive at the intended destination and be available for FREE to the people? You can read the story here.

January 20, 2009

President Obama misread the 2008 election. He claims he won based on ideology so he marches through these first 100 days with a  swagger or arrogance issuing executive orders and pushing his agenda through Congress. He asks for bipartisan support but in no way is willing to craft legislation that goes against his goals. His definition of “bipartisan” is for those who disagree with him to give up their beliefs and go along with him.

So we have a spending bill that so hurt the American (and possibly the world) economy that most Americans alive today will not reach a level of comfort in their personal finances. Future generations will feel the affects of Obama’s ideology, too. Rather than trying to prop up bad businesses, we should let them go out of business. This is an everyday occurrence on Main Street; Wall Street should be no different.

And now we have an executive order that rescinds the Bush Administrations order limiting stem cell research. Obama’s order commits federal tax dollars to the research and allows researchers to expand the use of embryonic stem cells. We now have a federal government further involved in infanticide.

January 20, 2009 was an historic day. But not for the reasons the press and the public have lauded. It is a day on which the winds of change began to blow. It is a day on which the ideology of respecting and preserving life took a devastating hit. It was a day on which your tax dollars became available to further promote abortion.

The ideology America supports was represented in the 2008 election by a man who was not as charismatic as his opponent. So charisma beat ideology. We should never choose style over substance, else we end up where we are today.

White Noise

You've heard the term "white noise," haven't you? It's the soundtrack of everyday living. For those living in the city it is the constant sound of traffic outside the office window or the whirr of a copy machine just down the hallway. Country-dwellers have white noise, too. It's the sounds of the birds chirping and dogs barking and log trucks driving too fast down the country road.

White noise is the sound of rain or surf or wind. Beautiful sounds that have become so commonplace that we miss it. Sounds have become distractions - good or bad - that keep us from hearing much of anything with clarity...even the white noise.

Let's slow down a little and sift through the noise so we can hear the sounds. You'll hear someone compliment you. You'll hear someone ask for help. You'll hear God's creation going about life. You'll hear your kids laugh. You might even hear yourself think!

The soundtrack to everyday living is really a beautiful sound...if we'll just listen rather than try to drown it out with more sounds.

Obama's Stimulus Package

Hooray for the House Republicans! Not one of them voted for Obama’s $790B stimulus package. I’m glad they had the strength to do it and I hope their constituents realize what heroes they are.

Boo for all but seven House Democrats! Only seven had the courage to stand against the administration. Two hundred forty-six Democrats voted in lock-step with Obama’s “bipartisan” coalition.

Unfortunately, political maneuvering was more popular among the elected than economic strategy. But in the end, economy will suffer because of this and the politicians will be rewarded/punished by the voters according to today’s vote. So we can be hopeful that the politics that divide (i.e., liberalism) will once again go into hibernation. We can only hope it occurs soon – say, the 2010 mid-term Congressional election and the 2012 Presidential election.

The only hope that the stimulus package will not pass is in the hands of the Senate, which votes later today. Not much hope, huh? But the Democrats will need help from three Republicans for it to pass. Come on, Senate Republicans, vote no!

Obama's Stimulus Package

My undergraduate degree is in Economics and Finance. That does not make me an expert but it does give me a level of understanding and historical context. The Keynesian economic model is the one being pursued by the new administration. The idea is for the government to spend more money as a way to grow the economy. History has shown that this results in inflation, a devaluing currency, and little else. On the flip side, the economy can thrive when businesses are given the incentive to expand. Tax relief to corporations of all sizes, shapes, and colors will result in more jobs, more people working, working people making more money, more money being spent in the economic cycle.

The well-used proverb is correct: give a man a fish and he eats for a day, teach him to fish and he eats for a lifetime. Adapted to our current "stimulating" situation: give a person money he did not earn and he needs another one tomorrow. That is also a cycle; one of dependence upon the government. A friend of mine was describing a recent disaster out of which people were “forced” to steal diapers and baby formula. The friend’s answer to the problem was the government: “If you can’t trust your government to take care of you, who can you trust?”

The Lord?

Peter wrote in his first letter to struggling believers: “Cast all your anxiety upon Him because He cares for you” (1 Peter 5: 7) Jesus said that he would be able to identify believers by their benevolence toward those in need – not the government’s benevolence but the individual’s benevolence. The Bible also tells us that a motive of love is the mark of Christ-followers.

The answer to the needs of people around us is for believers to faithfully tithe and for churches to use those funds in local and global ministry. The government can help by greasing the wheels of the economic engine by enticing businesses to expand. The free market economy will right itself; there’s no need to panic. Just be faithful to the Lord and his church.